Even Though You’re Dead, I Still Hear You In My head

A Poem by TTBoy

Utter terror during the day

I had to find a way

to get away

At night

too much fright

Often I prayed to see the Light

Telling me things

clanging like rings

like a computer checking with pings

Was I good to be

anything in your eyes

that you could see

Someone had to tell

that I walked like

I was in Hell

As I grew I swore

so what if I became

a whore

at least I would get

some attention

Oh, and did I fail to mention

I couldn’t wait ’til you

 were gone

out of the way

so my life could get on

But everyday

I shutter to say

Even though you’re dead,

 I still hear you in my head

I want to be free

 though if I go, I never will be

If there is a heaven above

 I hope there’s someone to show me


And protect me from someone


lived to make me blue


© 2010 TTBoy


One thought on “Even Though You’re Dead, I Still Hear You In My head

  1. I was curious if you ever thought of changing the structure of your blog? Its very well written; I love what youve got to say. But maybe you could a little more in the way of content so people could connect with it better. Youve got an awful lot of text for only having 1 or 2 pictures. Maybe you could space it out better?

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