Becoming Whole
A Poem by TTBoy
Looking in the mirror
what I see looks back at me
and could either smile or cry
or scream in anger or terror
But I just want to let things happen
and be able to bask in that numbness
that I love so much
There is comfort in my mirror
whether I stand naked
dare I compare my assets to any mortal
extreme they are which makes my laughter
easier to protrude
Yet fully garbed
I blend with the rest of the heathen and forlorned
as well as I do until challenged
and this is when I most love myself
Willing and able to make a difference
at a moment’s notice
while able to do it without being noticed
And the love I am able to render
is the love that I will accept on my
own terms
All memories of my past self
and its creators
I thank them for the gift they gave
to me
No matter how delicious or bitter
aids me in my journey of becoming whole
Every day Forgiveness welcomes me with joy
in the mirror
and my genuine smile says, “Hello”
right back
in the numbness I love so well
© 2010 TTBoy
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