The Benefit of Mockery
A Poem by TTBoy
Jumble my mind like you
do all the time
Knowing that I will lose sight
of your mockery toward me
The shadows you hide behind that
persecute my inner child again
affect the man that I thought I
could be with you beside me
I gave you my credit which I
thought was blemished only now
to witness that in time
all my debt has been paid
in full
Thank You
As I wave a farewell and toss my
head back
I will blow a sigh of relief your way
Unscrambling what was once raveled
in my show of unwavering love for you
Having to pretend to not see
for so long
hoping to be proved wrong
Wrong was I for doing such a cruel
and unjust thing to myself
Wrong was I for living a lie
I wish you well
I wish you find the love
you so deserve
© 2010 TTBoy