You must ache for me
God-fearing, smiling,
painless You
You must ache for me
Devoid of any contact
Years in separated solitude
The memory of that last passionate event
became a nightmare
And you woke up
…and let music play
Drowning out my face
and my hunger pangs
You must ache for me
To forget your first
Impossible
Nothing
is that naive
Add time with sight
Denial with all might
Nothing
is that naive
Cast aside
so you could avoid the slip and slide
Was it God’s will that
held you all these years?
I ache for You
Denial and living a lie
is not the same
Especially as one plays a game
victorious in the name game
But what picture cannot speak
lineage
All it takes is one
to move the haze and bring the sun
I ache for You
though Time has healed nothing
for me
Loveless is my reality
That is unless
You have ached for me
and what possibly I turned out to be
through a disgraceful nativity
Before You go back to sleep,
try and remember that first naive
passionate moment
that made God speak to You