There’s a Price to pay for being selfish. Can You afford it?
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I gave You victory
so You could do my bidding
Indebted to me
and my cause,
You will obey
Should I call,
You will abandon all
and praise Me
We have each other
but, I have You
Appear strong
and I will be by your side
Though not in sight
I will speak through thee
Consider yourself my
dictaphone.
You came
You came
without alerting me
Was I to know
that your feet were clean
before you entered?
Now, there isn’t a vacuum
to clean up the mess
You made inside the home
I made comfortable for myself
My self now houses
all that your soul conquered
before
You came
to get me to say,
“I’m sorry you had to wait”
If only I held out a little longer,
You couldn’t have come
and I couldn’t hate you
like I do now
It would have been
someone else
who cared about what
they brought inside
The Church of Mercy
Show me again
How we do it
Do I have to be under covers
or is it something I can share
with my brothers
Show me again
How we do it
I may dress the same
as they do
Or maybe I just hold the chalice
better for You
Oh, the things I hold
Reading as You talk aloud
I get a sense of urgency
to be proud
Such a sensation
Comes over me
Until a face turns and gives me pity
Show me again
How we do it
Your word is Your bond
and of that, I’m quite fond
To know that I should know better
when Your voices becomes
an “I Love You” letter
Never will I divulge my secret crush
Hush.
So, Show Me again
What made You do this to me
Was it the air I breathed
when You walked by
Did my subservience entice You
and fixate Your eyes on the sky?
How many times did I
touch Your robe
Before we made plans
to see the golden globe?
But, in time, I’ll be on my own
Trying to establish a name
from which I’ve grown
And Anaphora will keep haunting me
in ways that it could only be
Show Me again
what made You do this to me
Show Me again
so I can have my one true friend
In the end
What does it matter
That we weren’t fed with a silver spoon
Or that we didn’t hear the clatter
When the cow jumped over the moon?
What does it matter
That we left home without an umbrella
Saw other kids laughing then to scatter
At the sight of a burly fella?
What does it all mean
When some have more
The price they paid for all that green
Could have made their hearts more sore
Do you think about
the meaning of life?
Could you have taken a different route
And become someone’s devoted wife?
Even if you tried to live
According to the Bible
If your mission was just to give
No one could hold you libel
But, when it’s said and done
Did you find a least one friend
One who could turn gloom into sun
And promise to be there In the end?
Silent Bombs
Sleep through it all
Awaken to the aftermath
Don’t speak when You hear fear
Talk over the chaos
Turn away from the truths
Make up your own lies
Carry a black Bible
Recite scriptures from memory
Send tots to school
Force them to believe You
Vote the way others do
Don’t bother knowing why
What a beautiful family tree
The difference between a snake and a bumble bee
Own a TV
Tune out reality
Claim to give selflessly
Close doors to needy and not greedy
You know what fails
Instead You keep it pale
It’s too late for Love, (When You never even told me You Love me)
It’s too late for Love, (when You never even told me You Love me)
Sitting there
And everywhere
I look for You
But you won’t care
When I want You
I walk alone
On the streets
After leaving home
It just repeats
When I need You
But it’s hard
To put all this
Down like playing cards
I always miss
A better number
Where do I fall
In line of the others
When I risk it all
Under the covers
Selfish Lovers
You should have opened up
And just said, “Ah”
Your love I held in my cup
Like you were on vacation in a spa
It’s about time
From what I see
You’re not ready, Love
‘Cause I know that it’s too late for love
When you never even told me you Love Me
And what I feel
Listen carefully
I wish this thing of ours was real
And you cared for me
But now it’s just too late for love
When you never even told me, You love me
I could spend my time
Making dinner
Try to pour the wine
But you look thinner
My, You’re changing
When You go out
I’m never knowing
What that’s all about
You watching me glowing
Now, it’s my turn
So, I clean up nice
I have to say
Loosen that vice
You held at bay
I’m somebody too
Somebody new
Why stop me now
When you always ran
- Somehow
I’m using your words, “Yes, I can!”
You Did This
Honestly
I wish you had rose above
But it’s just too late for love
When you never even told me, you Love me
Dear President Obama

I know I don’t have to tell you the history Dr. Martin Luther King’s “I Have A Dream” Speech, so I won’t. At that time, and definitely when you were elected by a landslide in 2008, Americans as well as foreigners alike were hopeful that a change would come in the issue of racial equality. Dr. King dreamed of a better day for minorities. Sadly, unfortunately, he was struck down long before he could witness a man he fought so hard for to rise to the mountain top. Yes sir, you are on the mountain top. But, it makes one wonder if you truly had the same dream as Dr. King.
People still march in front of and around the house that you command. Jobs are lost, homes lost, lives lost…and still, the hope is there but it seems like it’s fading away. Though we all know that it’s not just minorities who are in jeopardy of a continuous diminishing livelihood, so much media attention now is comparing Dr. King’s message to your “Yes we can” or even the “Change” messages you promoted. “Yes we can” is what Blacks and Whites alike chanted back to you, in an effort to get you elected as the first “African-American,” not Black, President of the United States. I guess in Dr. King’s time, he was considered colored or Negro. Boy, have the times really changed? Now, Blacks are considered African-American with thanks to the Reverend Jessie Jackson and his 1988 campaign for your spot. Yet, the “Change” so many shouted for you has not been felt. Then again, many minorities feel that it has gotten worse for them since you took over the podium.
With jobs being a major focus for Americans, one should wonder how jobs will be created when there is no real demand for products that can’t be afforded. Education pales due to the fact that once the paper is received and the debt is grieved, it’s all about who you know to get placement in this world. Then, there are the lucky ones who have the stars lined up for them and feel that the law of prosperity will follow them if they go to the side where money talks. In other words, once Democrats now become Republicans. Yes, Republican is synonymous wealth and status. Democrats are for the hopeless and near-desperate. As an elected-Democrat, what exactly do you represent? The podium is yours, the microphone is yours. Though you stand up straight, it’s actually confusing as to where you stand…for the un-chosen broken.
I read a poem called, “The Day the Ghetto Died,” and found it to be interesting.
On the day the Ghetto died
Malcolm X bowed his head
While Martin Luther King stood and cried
On the day the Ghetto Died
Some sat and sang a hymn
Others just sat and lied
Lied about what the white man did for them
On the day the Ghetto Died
Little babies ran through streets
While their mothers bowed their heads and cried
To see their children with shoes on their feets
On the day the Ghetto died
The bible was opened even wider
To thank the Lord for a bond to be tied
And to pray for it to be tighter
In front of the steeple
I sat and felt a drop of rain
I looked up despite the people
And saw Jesus rejoicing over his pain
The pain must have been great
For it came down like a herd of angry men
But then it stopped
And I saw the sky smile again
‘Twas the Day the ghetto died
all the great heroes rose from the dead
to spread the knowledge they once had to hide
to the souls whose hearts now bled
They walked in hundreds of thousands
Wearing potato sacks
And chains and ropes
I can say this – for I was there
And in unison they sang the most beautiful hymn
It was one I never got to write
Because I could only listen in solemnity
It was a song that made me frown
– one that gave me back my dignity
The tone sounded like it came
From the chain gang
But I couldn’t be sure if it was of
Rejoice or of pain
I walked around my beautiful home and cried
I looked and saw that I had everything money could buy
Then realized how little I had
But my ancestors had much pride
Can you tell if this author is Republican or Democrat? One would assume that because the author mentioned “ancestors,” he or she is non-white. One side doesn’t seem to have to yell to get their point across. Another side is just simply ignored and floored. Who could deny the impact of one Oprah, Tyler Perry, Lee Daniels, or Quincy Jones? They have made their mark on the world. Crossovers? Maybe. Still, even the mighty O still has her bouts with abandonment. And now, Americans are feeling abandoned by another mighty O. Are you building your cabin the way you want it to be? There are laws that are nearly favoring the execution of Blacks, let alone Black males – in a state many believe changed the course of history in 2000. As time advanced, so has favoritism. Who now represents our nation for the minorities who want a better life? Just because of the so-called self-help television shows and books, the destination can’t be reached without support, resources.
Let’s give kudos to those who can stand back and thank their lucky stars for a blessed life. It is with faith that those individuals cultivate their gifts and make them grow. Also, they should remember how they got to be in their cushy position and not be ashamed to admit that they received help along the way. Has much sight been lost by tending to the grass in other nations backyards? When you awaken from your night’s sleep, can you honestly tell your dream without making a joke about it? Laughter is only a temporary fix and dreams of a better way die when they can’t be fulfilled. And time heals no one or nothing. It only makes conditions harsher without proper treatment.
Would Dr. Martin Luther King be pleased with the conditions minorities face today? Probably not. Then again, had his dream been kept alive 1988 would have never happened and the 2000 election would never have seen the light of day. You would still have had your chance to speak for the disadvantage man and woman. But you more than likely would have been forced to keep your promises of a better day.
Don’t be that father that went out for milk and never came back. Or, the one who pops back in from time to time to say, “Hey, remember me?” Almost two years into our new house and the steps still haven’t been fixed. You’re the only one who knows where the materials are to fix the steps.
The ghetto should have died by now and changed into a neighborhood. Though it’s like that way for so many, change just can’t happen fast enough. Some can’t even remember their dreams.
And, to think, the movie “The Butler” made you cry.
Signed,
Ms Aerd
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Love is above the law
What family
cannot walk up two flights
to my journey’s fine end
Strangers
they come and go for me
Yet they do go
They allow collectors
my telephone number
Before they themselves call
Abandon is
the child they should have named after me
Such a bright smile
with purest joy
He’s family
A man dictates
in her own home
It’s his family now
The betrayal
of pleasuring to know someone
Snitchy
Family man
Wherefore art the others
who shed their blood
for blood
No photos please
Idle group hugs
appalls the High Priestess
until she can crop the photo
Can on something
end these Lycans
before they spread
Not even the moon wants to shine
without the sun
when they go on
Two flights too much
Like making a space trek
beyond their zone
Careful is the Bible
that opens to God’s favorite
Even it can blaspheme toward her
And them
Who keep focus on her
It is a right
to be a part of what
you helped create
Invisible contract that is signed in blood
No copies made
Only memories
And promises
None kept
Some kept
Most were broken
Expected
Try and again
Time and again
See hope falter
Feel fire
The winning vote
crumbled up in the wastebasket
where you name can be read
like a 30 year old mag
And there you sit
in the corner
Waiting for your name to be called
Waiting
And more waiting
Then wrong number
Hope runs across the room
and appears
It’s late when Patience knocks
It’s late
Lights out
Turn the lights out
Be very quiet
You hold on to waiting
And don’t let go
Even when all the lights go out
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